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Ground-Zero Project

It's convenient--woefully oversimple but tremendously reassuring--to assume that we choose the objects of our affection.

Conceptualizing our affections in this manner is, perhaps, responsible behavior. We make (or break) our own lives. We have free wills. But what's the cost of volition? Namely this: The more we emphasize our freedom--particular, unconstrained choices--the more we de-emphasize the role ideology plays in our lives--that is, the degree to which identity is defined and shaped by culture.

Jim Collins, in his book Uncommon Cultures: Popular Culture and Post-Modernism, takes up the dilemma that pits the individual (free-will) against culture (ideology). He revisits Louis Althusser's notion of interpellation, a theorist who asserted that

"all ideology has the function (which defines it) of constructing concrete individuals as subjects." Interpellation is the very basis of the conversion process in which individuals are hailed or called in by ideology.
Collins further explains:
Althusser uses the example of Christian ideology to illustrate: If the individual reader's response to a phrase like " It is for you that I have shed this drop of my blood'" is " Yes, it really is me!,' it obtains from them the recognition that they really do occupy the place it designates for them as theirs in the world" (p. 178). Once this recognition is secured the individual becomes the subject constituted by and within that ideology. (1989:40)
Collins goes on to notice two points absolutely central to writing a ground-zero narrative. In relatively simple terms, this means that you need to rethink the "subject" of your mystory. Did you choose him or her or did he or she choose you?

The ground-zero narrative requires that you tell what is, in effect, a conversion story. You answered the solicitations of the person who has become the focus of your docu-novella. How did he or she call? What were the circumstances that lead up to you being called by him or her? Why did you answer this call?